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i don't know where i am, i don't know where i've been, but i know where i want to go.~ Apr. 26th, 2005 @ 08:07 pm

this is such a cute little song.. i think if i were single i would think it was garbage, so if you listen to it, and think i'm lame, it's perfectly justifiable.

so anyway, i love the sun.  i was in such a good mood today regardless of circumstance.  the calculus test i thought i failed i ended up getting 100%+ on, which was like the best part of my day. and then heather told me i was cute and i smiled.. hah it's so funny how little things can just make your day.

soo brief update.. erin cuvelier is LEAVING MEEEEEEEEE for maine in june.. i think this calls for a PT get together, who's with me? i will miss her dearly!! and sean and eric are going to banff, and pat has been in ireland forever.. it seems like everyone is growing up and travelling to the ends of the earth.. it's scary.. i'm i just going to pick up and leave someday? craziness.

i had a cute date with morgan on saturday night.. we had a good old fashioned walk in the rain.. it was perfect. haha oh god, i'm such a silly girl.. i just thought i'd share.

i'm REALLY excited about prom.. i had a dress fitting today, and my dress is lovely if i do say so myself... i'll put the pictures on the website sometime soon so you can see it. i'm glad dates and limos and dresses and everything is settled for the girls that i like... the day itself will surely be stressful, but every little bit helps.

anywho.. lots to look forward to with summer and prom and spring events and all that fun stuff. i'm done talking for now though.

bye now. :o)

(( mood. )) : cheerfulcheerful
(( tunes. )) : bright eyes - 'first day of my life'

Apr. 21st, 2005 @ 12:25 pm
Soooo, this has got to be the most boring free ever.. for some reason i have no friends, and i have nothing to do until the bell rings in about 7 minutes, which seems like a bit of an eternity when you don't want to be somewhere. like the library all alone. uggh. so my mom hates me because i'm not going to this academic recognition night thing, but i really have no desire for that.. my reward for being a smart kid should be something i enjoy.. like hanging out with my boyfriend and watching the oc, which is what i plan on indulging in. maybe a little gymming and some tuxedo fitting for that date of mine... so yeah, i rejoined the gym.. because i was really tired of being a fat kid and not moving.. okay, i NEVER have anything interesting to say, and this is no different, but hey, it served its purpose of killing some time. i'm off. BYE.

colour of cafe au lait~ Apr. 20th, 2005 @ 09:19 pm

okay i have nothing of importance to say, but i love summer. :o) woooooooooo

here's a dumb quiz!

( ) madeout with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car (of a friend)
( ) been to Japan
( ) played mailbox baseball
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) kicked someone's butt
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) stole something from my job
( ) celebrated new years in time square
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher 
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(x) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
( ) had a crush on one of my Live journal friends
(x) slapped someone I loved
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(x) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert (kind of, i almost died)
( ) had feelings for someone you knew only online
( ) been in an abusive relationship
( ) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college/uni
( ) graduated college/uni
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) miss someone right now
( ) walked a tightrope along train tracks
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite.
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) climbed a volcano
( ) used a fake id
(x) gone ice skating
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
( ) slept beneath the stars
( ) ridden on a camel
( ) climbed a mountain
(x) played ‘clue’
(x) had a sleepover
(x) been tickled
( ) seen a UFO
(x) told a lie
(x) been fishing
(x) snuck into a movie
( ) consulted a psychic
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) been to a zoo
( ) seen your dad cry
(x) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) touched a starfish
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
( ) jousted/sword fought/jedi light thingys
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) been spit on by a llama
( ) pole danced (fully clothed)
( ) met anyone famous
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been to the circus
( ) been to jail
(x) laughed during a sad scene in a movie/tv show
(x) played with an etch a sketch
( ) eaten caviar
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) hated your computer
(x) owned a pet
(x) made a banana-split
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) had a midnight picnic
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swum in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
( ) laughed in the middle of church
( ) stepped on a nail so that it went into your foot
( ) made homemade ice cream
(x) actually enjoyed your classes
(x) used a magic 8 ball
(x) made a flower chain necklace or other type of jewelry
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils
( ) seen a moose up close
( ) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you would never do
(x) played air guitar
(x) tripped up or down the stairs
( ) had a crush on a family member
( ) made a mud pie
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) seen a broadway show on broadway
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
( ) cut down a christmas tree
(x) had a wish come true


wow i'm boring

(( mood. )) : ecstaticecstatic
(( tunes. )) : new found glory

i want banana pancakes. Mar. 29th, 2005 @ 09:53 pm

there are a few people this world would be better without. simon cowell for example. he should just vanish off the face of the planet.

so, general recap:  europe was absolutely amazing, everything was so pretty. there are pictures on the website, so check'em out. school the next week was lame, and for all of those curious folk about my last entry, some dumb slut tried to get with morgan while i was away. and he was asleep. sooooo point is, she's really fucking stupid and given the chance i would love to spit in her face. anywayyy.. the long weekend was fun, went back to work, i missed those guys! aww.. saturday morgan made me a romantic dinner with candles.. hah he's so cute. sunday night we had a girls' night at the citadel, which was drunken fun. moo is hilarious ("always pee after you eff.", "allo bobbet", "i saw jesus!", "i told my mother i wasn't going to university next year, i'm taking a year off and joining the g-unit", etc.) anyway, good times. i'm glad this week is only four days.. daylight savings time this weekend means i lose an hour of sleep, but more sunlight is just lovely. i'm so excited for the summer.. aaaaaaaah.

okay, that was short and lame, but you know. more later?


(( mood. )) : okayokay
(( tunes. )) : terrible terrible american idol

Mar. 23rd, 2005 @ 08:19 pm

someone stole my fairy tale and turned it into a nightmare.


in a thousand pieces.

(( mood. )) : distresseddistressed
(( tunes. )) : everything.

i hope you don't mind that i put down in words how wonderful life is while you're in this world.~ Mar. 8th, 2005 @ 03:54 pm


Europe is THURSDAY! I am soo excited.  I've pretty much already packed, which seems really lame, but whatever I don't care.  If you want a postcard (and if I can figure out exactly how postage there works) leave me a comment with your street address and postal code (I'm pretty sure I can figure the rest out.) and I'll see what I can do.

I hate teachers.. clearly I'm not in any state to write tests or do projects, yet I have two tests on Thursday and a presentation either tomorrow or Thursday.. which sucks hardcore. I'm so tired of trying. I quit.  March break can not come soon enough.

Morgan gets his braces off tomorrow!! haha I'm so excited.

Oh I have nothing interesting to say. Have a good week, etc! :o)


OOH.. neat thing I stole from Jenna. DO IT.

(1) Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
(2) I will then tell what song(s) remind me of you.
(3) Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
(4) Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
(5) Put this in your journal.

(( mood. )) : quixoticsoooo excited!
(( tunes. )) : elton john - "your song"

give me your forever.~ Feb. 28th, 2005 @ 05:27 pm

not such a crappy Monday, who'd have thought that was possible?  we had an assembly where crazy people from Antigua sang and danced and played steel drums for us, and it was absolutely amazing. got the ol' Caribbean blood flowing in me once again, it was partially frozen due to this Canadian winter shit. whateverr. so yeah, i started out my Monday in a crappy mood due to tiredness and all that jazz, and those island folk completely made my day. at lunch i went to Quiznos with moo and austin, which is always good.. then we got ice cream, just because.  i got my calculus test back and i got an 87% which isn't too shabby if i do say so myself.

so, i haven't really made this public yet, but i got nominated for a Dal scholarship, which is amazing.  the "scholarship committee", whatever the heck that is, chose me out of the whole school for this scholarship, which is a huge honor and if I win it, they'll give me $13,500 over four years, so i think that's pretty damn sweet.  wish me luck! however, i won't know if i get it till june, so yeah..

europe is in TEN DAYS!! i'm very excited. my mom is sitting here being very annoying and talking about turbulence. she talks too much..

okay, now i'm bored with this, time for homework. :o)

Happy Monday.

(( mood. )) : pleasedpleased
(( tunes. )) : ben harper

now all that's left of me is what i pretend to be.~ Feb. 18th, 2005 @ 02:53 pm

I'm sick.  I have a mean cold, but it's starting to get better. On the bright side, I didn't have to go to school much the past two days, and on the advice of my doctor, I'm not working this weekend.  Which is great, except I'm starting to become poor and that's not so great. I have to write an English essay, which I wouldn't have had time to do otherwise, so I guess it's a blessing in disguise. Hooray..

I would like to shout out a certain girl named Christiane Hessian who visited me yesterday and brought me a cinnabon.. how sweet. :o)

It's probably going to be one of the most boring weekends of my life, but hopefully I will emerge healthier and happier on Monday.. at least that's the plan.  Morgan's coming over to hang out with me later, which will be nice. I really wanted to go to the boys basketball game at St. Pat's, but it doesn't look too promising for me. Oh well, good luck to them anyway.

Sooo yeah.. Europe is soon, I'm excited.  Annnd I'm applying to all of my university crap this weekend.  All in all, it's a really uninteresting time in my life, so I'm sorry if I wasted your time.

Here's a quiz because I'm that bored.

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(( mood. )) : coldcoldish, but not fluish.
(( tunes. )) : kelly clarkson

I'm game to play along.~ Feb. 10th, 2005 @ 03:45 pm
i've been in such a foul mood lately.. i can't even put my finger on it. i have absolutely no reason to be dissatisfied with my life, and i feel like i'm letting people down by not being 100% all the time. my mom told me the other day that she never sees me smile any more, and that made me kind of sad.. i actually don't know what the hell's wrong with me, i just wish it would crawl in a hole and die so i could go back to being happy about the countless things i have to be happy about. wow, i think that has to be some of the most emo garbage i've ever written.. sorry guys.

so today was pretty sucky.. we ran out of semi tickets, but now we have more so that's all good and maybe that boyfriend of mine might get a ticket now? and he probably won't be able to go to prom as planned since there aren't going to be sign-ins? that sucks a whole lot. errrrrrggh. oh well, i'm sure i can pull some strings. or something. or fight everyone. did i mention i hate all of my classes? well i do. they all suck major balls.. i have global which is a complete joke, english which is a lot of seemingly pointless work, and calculus, which is currently my favorite subject which is TERRIBLY wrong. ew, i can't believe i just said that. to spice things up i've decided to try out for the fashion show. should be good for some laughs. jeff and christiane are going to try out too, so that should be good fun.

yeah. this entry was lame to the max. oh well.
happy thursday.
(( mood. )) : frustratedfrusterated/disappointed
(( tunes. )) : "work" - jimmy eat world.

is this where the tourtured and the troubled find their own?~ Jan. 31st, 2005 @ 11:21 am

Here I am.. wasting time until I have to go pick up Moo to go do our French orals and then written exam.  I should probably be studying, but I really don't feel like it. Whatever. This is the last French related thing I will ever do in my high school life, and probably my life in general.  My French name will never be used again.  You'd think I might be sad, but NO, I'm really not.  I'm so excited to get this over with.  After French, I have my biology exam tomorrow afternoon.. and THEN I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and I'm SO excited.  Come onnnn time, just move a little faster.

I had the worst sleep of my life last night.  When I showered around 9, Gwen Stefani's "Rich Girl" was playing on my shower radio and it got stuck in my head.  When I tried to sleep, all that was going through my head was "If I was a rich girl, nanananannanananananannananananananannaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" and everytime I woke up, which was ridiculously often, it was like it just kept turning on in my head and "nanananannananananannanananaaa"ing some more. I wanted to kill myself, it was SO awful. and I'm sure you all care so much.

So yeah, this has been the most dragged out week and a half of exams of my life.. I don't even have any desire to wear sweatpants ever again, because I have been wearing them non-stop since last Saturday. I am absolutely ecstatic to start next semester, which seems silly because I have calculus, global, and English.. but I have a FREE. Yes, Alisha Hosein has a free.  My first one ever that didn't come along with Pal. I'm kind of excited.  I'm pretty sure it's B period, so if you have my free, please be my friend because I won't know what to do with myself.

Tomorrow is February.. this year is going by SO FAST.  I bought my prom dress last Thursday.. or rather, I ordered it.  It's really plain and simple and white, and it's the one I've had picked out since my brother's grade 9 grad, so I'm pleased with my choice.  Everything seems to be falling into place.  It seems like all of the tuxedo places I used to know of have dissappeared.. I went looking for the one in the mall with Morgan, and it's gone! And the one on Quinpool has been replaced with a dress store.. so if anyone has any insight on where we should go to dress him up REAALL nice, let me know.  So far I've only picked up a brochure from Tip Top and it's really not promising.

Here is a list of things I am currently looking forward to:  my raise, and if I don't get one, finding a new and cooler job.. we'll see what Friday's pay stub brings. Umm.. Semi. I like dressing up.. hah, and I hate Valentine's Day but somewhere in my heart I believe that a cheesy boy named Morgan might give me a reason to kind of like it. A little. Annnd I'm going to make little treat bags for the girls since we all hate Valentine's Day so much.. actually I'm not sure if they hate it. Maybe I'm just speaking for the group..  EUROPE IS VERY VERY SOON!! And I'm suuuper excited.. I have a packing list and all that garbage already.. YAY. and I'm excited to come home after Europe.. hah that seems so lame.  But you know when you go somewhere, and the thought of coming home and sleeping in your own bed seems SOO appealing.. yeah, I'm excited for that. I haven't been excited to be in my own home in a loong time. Annnd yeah.. after Europe, there's Spring, and Prom, and Hatfield, and Summer.. SO much to look forward to.  Does anyone know when I have to apply to university? Maybe I should fit that in there sometime. Hmm.

Anywho, as it would seem, I think I have wasted all the time I would have liked to, and now I'm off to write my French exam. Wish me luck! : )

Happy Monday Afternoon.

(( mood. )) : stressedimpatient
(( tunes. )) : 'space' - something corporate
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